So much for divine Intervention.
So Much for love and affection.
My heart is missing in action,
But how can it's beating still happen?
Love soothes the soul,
but to much pain comes of it, it makes me want my brains to blow.
Out of my head, and onto the wall,
where the janitor will clean it away at the commanders first call.
My mind is in soul despair,
My heart is gone, and i don't know where...
Life goes on, but the pain does not subside,
My chest is a hollow cavity where despair resides.
I've given up on love, at least for time being.
Till I know for sure it wont rot away and leave me wanting to dangle by a string.
I feel so empty inside, as if my heart was ripped from the inside or my rib cage.
Leaving me cold and numb, devoid of all happiness sorrow and rage.
Instead leaving me a haunting detachment from the living,
Trying to forget the memories that only bring pain, giving you the cure i need,
Pull the trigger, give me salvation.
You will have my eternal and undying Gratification.
Don't deny, the crimson paint goes well with this room of corpses,
You will not be in harms way, the blame is off your shoulders, I've made my choices.
And it's seems you've made yours.
Disregarding my implores.
Well, it was destined to be this way,
Although, for me, the clouds are Grey.
I'll wait fro death to come for me,
And let my soul flee,
By running his scythe through my chest,
splitting me in two, letting my blood spew, letting me finally rest.
And as the janitor mops up my bloody remains,
Life will go on just the same.
But in the meantime,
Ill keep misery as my mistress, this choice i would say is sublime,
Misery has been a close friend,
Never one to offend.
A consistent companion,
Always there, through thick and thin, she gets a ten in my evaluation.
She is awarded my congratulations, Every time i leave her she awaits my return,
rather, she returns to me in my loneliness, she is by me as my emotions churn.
Never abandoning, always giving.
My mistress Misery, one of the eternal living, Misery is undying.
Misery engulfs me, completely.
I've given Up on love, at least for now. And now i turn to Misery.